xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: jokes
date: Thursday, July 30, 2009
time:7:10 PM

First Joke of the day:

Did you hear about the self-help group for compulsive talkers?
It's called On & On Anon.

Second Joke of the day:

For the first time, my four-year-old daughter Kelsey was coming to my office to have me, a dental hygienist, clean her teeth. She was accompanied by her grandmother. When they came in, I greeted them warmly, seated Kelsey and, as usual, put on my gloves, goggles and mask.

About ten minutes into the procedure, she got scared and cried, "I want my mommy!"
I quickly pulled off my mask and said, "I am your mommy."
Without hesitating, my daughter yelled back, "Then I want my granny!"

Last Joke of the day (My own stupid joke):

Again, I didnt know that i will be that stupid and call the wrong person on the bus.
Last time i whispered into that familiar-looking (one of my besties) and said "hello there~"

Now, I freaking walked over and said "hey, wassup you fucking bitch" and when she turned... i realised she's not my friend. =.= OMG. somebody, i need some help!

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title: courses
date: Wednesday, July 29, 2009
time:2:40 AM

T324 Production & Talent Management
B210 Events Logistics and Facilities Management
M205 Research Methods
M206 Ethics and IP in the Media
M342 Visual Communication

This is the five courses i'll be taking in the next sem.

Hope it will be good! :D

heh~!

Next year, i'll take MUSIC THEORY! :D hehehehe

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title: why?
date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009
time:12:54 PM

First time the illness demon hit me so hard.

Couldn't wake up in the morning because of the fever.

Couldn't even speak anything, all i can do is to mouth the words out.

oh ya, i forgot to mention something about the stupid mucus.It was stuck so disgustingly in between my nose and throat. Yea, sucks to be ill.

Oh man, it was horrible.A fucking 2 days rest, in result making me lose 2 days of my school attendance.I hope it doesn't make it worst to my current GPA anymore.Argh.

Suddenly, i understand Love a little.Well, i think just a little.I know it's the same quote again.But it's true, ain't it?hahaha~

Love is patient, love is kind. Love does not insist on its own way. Love bears all things, believes all things. Hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

Hmmmmm.I dont know how to do that in real action,but i'm going to try. (:And not to give up...

Anyway, today is Ashley's birthday!hope your wishes come true.And please ah, do not get into a bitch fit frequently.Hahahaha :D

a little sidenote: I hope next sat & sun will be a better opportunity. HAHA! oh well, only i know what the hell i'm talking. Hmmmm....I'd hope you'll stay with me this time round. (:

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title: firefly
date: Sunday, July 26, 2009
time:10:20 PM

4-letter words.

Yet so hard to decipher.

I don't know what to expect anymore.

You said i'm your brightest firefly in your jar.

What happen now?

Labels: deep in side

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title: bikes
date: Wednesday, July 22, 2009
time:10:45 PM

Okay, after so long.
I've decided to just take my theory driving test.
Oh oh, and i'm pondering....

Hmmmm, should i take bike or car first?
I'm so inclined to take bike license!
I mean, i want a bike more than a car so much!
But many of my families and friends beg to differ.
Arghhh. So irritating!
Or maybe i should listen to them and take car first?
O.M.G, it's totally a hassle to learn driving.
Aiyah, i think, i should pass my basic and advance theory then decide on the bike or car problem.

Let me tell you what is orgasm.....

THIS IS ORGASM!

BIKE ROADSHOW near the singapore flyer.

Even the scooter looks nice. :/

I'm hyperventilating!! haha (just kidding :p)

.Anyway, these bikes are over 200cc except for the scooters. ARGHHH.

Anti-climax....... Even i have a bike license also no use.

I WANT A BIKE SO MUCH ! :(

On the side note (I saw this sentence and it's so true): "make sure u dont rush else u crush".

Labels: and what?

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title: why
date:
time:12:41 PM

Take me away.
I've sunk so low now.

the wound that would not heal, it's the bitter taste of losing everything that's dear to me.

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title: 100th post
date: Monday, July 20, 2009
time:1:31 AM

100th post.

I'm puzzled by a lot of things.
All these thoughts are locked inside me.
I was expecting for you and not somebody elses.
It was all out of hand, I can't control anything that's coming straight at me with a blow.
Your subtleties, all those things that you thought you can explain, yes, they are killing me.

Night cycling was a torture.
Yesterday night was more of a suffocating experience than fun.
My heart wasn't even with my cousins, it was somewhere else.
Smoked like some ass at the chalet. Sigh

But Raymond was sweet enough to send me home. Really appreciate alot.
Haha, someone from the west to send somebody from the east home. Heh
And not to mention that, my neighbour who sacrificed his time and his beauty sleep just to having a 2 hrs meaningless breakfast with me.
Because i were stuck outside my house front steps again.
Stupid, i know.
Thanks guys for making my day at least so much better.
It was sweet for you guys to do that. (:

Oh well, sometimes i feel that God is playing a fool on me..
Hmmmmm.

P.S Don't make me look at you with such disdain.

And to somebody else, are you gonna be a passerby in my life again?

Happy Birthday, Michelle Chan. (:
I'm just very tired, had lotsa fun with you.
Happy Birthday and hope your dreams come true.

Labels: i'm so bent out of shape

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title: i wont be here
date: Sunday, July 19, 2009
time:11:30 PM

I want to dedicate this post to someone special.
But i guess not now.
Because you didnt appear when i needed you the most.
It's all your words, yet you're not the man of your words.

It's true isn't it,
the higher expectation you have for a person,
the harder and more painful you'll fall.

I still... sigh

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title: dead
date: Friday, July 17, 2009
time:12:48 PM

Don't leave me hanging in the city so dead.

Labels: why why?

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title: i'm not going to stop, ain't i?
date: Thursday, July 16, 2009
time:3:38 PM

Apparently, i'm the fat one!
lol.
I just find this picture cute. :/

Anyway, just came back from a refreshing swim!
Damn! I just love it.

I am still feeling tired for everything...
Panic attacks cant seems to go away...
Anyway, i have 4 tickets to go zoo.
Anyone? (:

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title: well oh well..
date:
time:1:32 AM

Honestly? Honestly, i feel so lousy now.
I can't even do small little things for myself.

I cant make myself happy.
I lose touch on my dreams.
I don't know what I want.

I can't even do the most basic stretching exercise.
I can't even attempt to sit down and read my book for more than 5 minutes.

Wah, i'm speechless beyond speechless.
How can life be this meaningless for me?!

This cannot be happening on me.
I need to find a way back.
I need to run on the right track.
Like i always believed in "There will always be a light at the end of the dark tunnel."
Wake up, Qing Hui, wake up!

And yes, i've gave up on you.
Like somebody else said "Nothing was started, so I didn't lose anything."
Indeed.
Thanks babe! :D

I'm moving on.
BUT, can i skip school tml?
I want to go swimming so much! Arghhh. :/

Breathe easy.
An idle mind is a devil's playground..

Labels: breathe easy

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title: harry potter and the half blood prince
date: Wednesday, July 15, 2009
time:4:51 PM

Finally after two years of waiting.
I can get to see my Harry Potter!
Premiere okay! hahaha. :p

Anyway, i just came back from my physiotherapy.
This will be like the last time i see my therapist.
Lol.

3 hrs to Harrypotter.
I'm sexcited! :p

What hurts the most??
Sigh..

Labels: well oh well.

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title: lost in the middle
date: Saturday, July 11, 2009
time:11:30 PM

I have so many feelings surging to my heart now.
And everything seems so vague now.
I wonder what is real and what's not.

Call it joy,
Call it pain,
Call it happiness,
Call it heartbreak,
Call it a new beginning.
I am here to face it all, no doubt i'm afraid of what is coming next.

But for one thing that i'm sure of,
I am real.
This is me.
I am not what they said, I am what you see.
I am still me, me that is still not lost in the midst of chaos.

You listened and you judged,
but the only person you never listen to, is me.
I never knew that you would find me, redundant.
It seems like deja-vu, it's like a broken record that has been played over and over again.
But i never gave up, the reason why?
I think you're worth the risk.
Simple, short & sweet, "you worth it."
It's that easy.

I lied, i gave up.

Ok, whatever it is,
i've been listening to korean songs.
And it brings me back to the Coffee Prince days!
Oh my oh my oh my~
I'm sucked into korean dramas again?!
They are like so so so sweet.
urghh. Gong yoo, i need a dosage of you everyday!
Come to me pleasee~ :p

Question of the day:
Can i get a husband like the one in coffee prince?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4RoFP46Yus
GO seeeee!
and i wont get tired looking at it every single time.
HAHAAHA

Labels: it's love

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title: why
date: Friday, July 10, 2009
time:5:14 PM

Today, i had to force myself to sleep.
It's the hardest morning i had.

Labels: you again

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title: Good night!
date:
time:12:49 AM

Everyone is full of worth, guard your heart a little.
Because there will be someone who thinks that you're worth the risk,
and that person will try ways and means to break your guard and then get to your heart.
(:

oh well, it's damn true, isn't it?

I'd think you're the worth the risk, but,
do you think i am worth the risk?
Now, that's the question.
Apparently not, I dont think i am worth the risk for you.
Ha, i've already moved on, so yea. (:

Now, these few days were all very meaningful.
School is tough, but nevertheless there's some precious peeps that make it oh-so easy for me.
Thanks thanks.

Can't wait to go out with Mic.k and Ash.C again!
Sentosaaaaaaa~!
And i'll be seeing my favourite Ajish at work today (later on)!
so so so excited!
Next wed will be physiotherapy again,
(P.S. i realised i didnt lock my twitter update, meaning that everyone can see it! *smack head*!)
FML.

oh man, i need a retail therapy session now,
make it better, with no limits of cash flow.
But the thought of scraping through the month with such lil $$$ just makes my head go bonkers.
I hate money, love is so painful already,
Why do stupid human introduce money into society,
worse still, power.

I miss cleff
I miss qi
I miss gary
I miss andy
I miss yola
I miss alot of people.
Sigh!

Good night! :D

Labels: therapist

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title: hmmmm
date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009
time:11:26 PM

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
This is love.

Anyway,
Michael Jackson, rest in peace!
You'll always be loved! :D

1 cor 13

Labels: let me think

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title:
date:
time:1:13 PM

After a close call, then i realised the importance of everyone.
My dad especially, my mum and so many people.
Well, i do know the importance but it wasnt so clear before. :p
And i think i am being super super asshole because i cant wait for news, literally.
So i spent my time away with Ashley.

Told a white lie.
Cried to Cleff, for the 3rd time.
Prayed. Still praying now.

Hmmmmm. (:

Realised that even though I sucks at talking.
Hope Gene is fine.
And still praying.
Changing myself for the better good.

Erm.
That's about it!

And to XuanHui, you're not forgotten, long lost sister!
Just that i dont have your pictures :(
hahaha.

1cor3, 1cor13.

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title: the times
date: Monday, July 6, 2009
time:7:10 PM

Life is a bit hectic these few days.
Just got my router changed and yes, it works NOW! :D
Can start on my PP, so not looking forward to it.

"There are things in life that you can never hide and there are people who know how to hide their feelings better cuz once confronted, they can never back it up."

Do you remember the times?

I feel very compelled to blog these few days.
I shall do it when i'm much more better and in the mood to tell my story..
Hmmmm.

This month, everyone is having their birthday.
O.M.G i'm superb broke lah.

follow me on twitter, i'll update more than blogger. :p

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