xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: crazy.
date: Tuesday, April 21, 2009
time:11:12 PM

Life seems to be in a blur.

I am so lost now.

I need my emo corner back, and damn hell,

I miss you like mad.

Do you even know that?

I can barely even breathe.

I should take thing one step at one time.
I am so messed up and screwed up.
I am troubled.

I am so obsessed with me, my thoughts, myself and everything about me.

(credit to : postsecret)

Michelle.N knows me inside out.

I am glad, am really glad.

I love you and i hope you know that i love you (:

as a sister thou xD

It's just that these few days haven't been the best day of my life.

and lately i can't breathe because of problems.

yet i am in no position to throw away my responsibilities now.

I hope that you guys will give me some time,

i will tell you what i am going through.

Trust me, even though i am not okay now.

I will be okay in a few days time or weeks or more more weeks.

I am strong enough for this (:

I need time to open my mouth.

when i didn't say anything doesn't mean that i forget you guys or i found someone new.

I don't know how to tell you my difficulties.

I am loss in words.

Even action.

Class is so energy-sapping.

I am so worn-out even before school ends.

And i look so fake in class;

because i am trying my best to pretend everything is okay when i know it's not !

I am beginning to feel the negative vibe around me asking me not to go school.

damn..

I can even message the wrong person.

I cant even differentiate the letter S and Y.

How lost can i be now?

Bare with me for a lil while ok?

God, guide me through this phase of my life.

I need help.

Amen

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